What is a Leveled Wave?

My emotions come in waves.  Waves of happiness and sadness.  Agitation and calm.  Depression and hypo-mania. 
Mr. has Asperger's Syndrome.  No empathy.  Difficulty picking up on social cues.  No (or seriously few) mood swings.  No waves of emotions.
Because of this, my emotional waves are very upsetting to him.  He doesn't understand them.  Nor do I fully understand his lack of empathy, or his lack of comfort with eye contact.
Last year, I sought psychiatric help for depression.  I was handed the diagnosis of bipolar disorder.  And I was given medication to calm my brain away from going hypo-manic.  This caused depression, so I was given an anti-depressant.  This balanced my brain.

My emotional waves were leveled out with medication.

Leveled waves.