Why

You ruined me.
I let you I know that
I had no idea the potential results
How could I know that no touch would compare
That no eyes could pierce no sigh could melt
No kiss could weaken no arms could warm and protect
As yours did for me
I let it happen
I opened myself up to you
I allowed feelings I had long ago shut away
Passion flowed
I had faced a dam for so long
You opened the gates freed me
My heat my lust were mine again
They were yours and you accepted them in full
I let myself feel safe around you
Wanted desired trusted
Then you left
You ruined me
I let you